Friday, December 16, 2016

Quarterly Bells


This deciduous nature, as founded in arts, to arise as magnificent; where gestures caress, albeit, a storm, punctured through bones; this mixed affair, as longing those eyes, to have forged nothing appealing. We knew for something, at tears to define it, this aloof specialty; to find a fern, as to perfect a rose, where souls cleave to chaos; this miracle by psychs, as known but torture, to create as to suggest—this impartial life, grounded in spikes, maybe a pill that warmth; where others watch, as filled with grievance, expecting absolution by nature; that herald’s cry, by night that phantom, as but a stately grin; to adjust that song, greeted by mushroom eyes, as seasoned contempt. It’s but a verse, this curse of waves, alone with his thoughts; while captured in vain, this appreciation, for those fabulous volts; as time would silence, that inner preference, as changed through autonomies: that wealth of scars; that silence beneath eyes; that sorrow seeping into soil. Our ways are featured, in something unjust, while demanding justice; that earth we roam, as partial those acres—our terrain acidic deeply; to hold for orgasm, crying that inner murder, while nails claw into sanities. It’s icy our sun—this pilgrim of souls, where pains either morph or settle into decadence: that fragile toddler; that awakened teenager; those questions discouraged by parents; to want for silence, this viral force, for truths have unraveled; to move as atoms, this constant agitation, where enough is never enough. We lived early, racing as stallions, pausing to court a mare: this beautiful carcass, as realizing madness, this self unaware of self;—to live this way, as muddy to diamonds, thrust through by spears; to become so jaded, this tatted cerebrum—our spinal cords rejecting trust; while born to live it, that ecstatic name—our prints featured in mishaps. It had to be love, as to capture our sorrows, while memories puncture thoughts: that lavish dance, dining upon gourmet—that chase by nights, that running. It takes for time—this cultic flesh, meshing as to greet one suitor.    

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