Saturday, July 17, 2021

I Get Mad (Anthony Hamilton: “Mad”)

 

I dip into traffic doing 50 mph or serious with a chuckle. looking at daisy dukes longer legs short tied off tops. life is adorable, if and only if, such sights in a deeper soul. we sail further, crossing Sepulveda, headed to a little space in an ancient wall. too many beliefs too much collaboration at heights for sinners.     I need background billboards or cavalier music, at degrees in raw ass liquor. kidneys or liver or dehydrated in Nevada—a bit mad about it, a bit ready in it, where Rose chose to become a rival.      to admit rain, in a Sunday game, many select a sword to me.      like robbers select banks. like thieves select heists. a bit much when it catches up.      I was shaving or washing or distressing. Love came by laughing. she felt pain at the door. it washes at times. a million at a march a zillion at deaths so mad it feels normal.      they call us liars they get away with murder our understanding means so little—they demand respect. a chuckle into a laugh dipping back to traffic, reminiscing over years of graffiti.      a thief par excellence a scoundrel with rules a thug with morals. sweet oxymoron—the way we make selections, like cheating but adoring one’s husband.      they say it’s different. I beg to differ. it hurts it hurts!     I get mad about the way she loves me. I get even in my future mind. I crack a joke and she doesn’t catch it—she just agrees.     no greater unevenness than sensing by fact a woman one adores like a whore for another. I disappear!    

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