Saturday, May 8, 2021

Freedom As Commodity

 

something to dying with gristle bleeding through bone. by flight of demons by courage to survive so re-pictured out of alignment.

I thought it passed by those deeper subliminal caves at angst for reasons I comprehend.

I face insane bias it seems ordained where we lock arms at the front line. so much rust on differences such dusty groundwork a soul sweating his legacy into rooms unbuilt.

by stamina to awaken by course to flee at memories too spliced to surge—a little lower at a den serving wine to a rattler—such fierce passion as laughing during orgasm such science in our horizon. too much fidelity in a land where we sit feeling we must evolve—the cake too much cream those enchiladas too much cheese, or a car too much oil. no one fathoms no one get’s the tank, but giving like dying to receive a little tyranny.

maybe Audrey Hepburn or Cicely Tyson, maybe a mazelike curse; fraught in pity, unbound in art, such thoughts to ask the wrong question. a bled man a future chained man at terrible freedoms.

            I saw colors in pitch black the dynasty is leaking. I heard how they act I was shocked I learned to remain faceless. a mean soul in a mean land where meanness is acceptable. so far into those courtyards such tension about flying such courage to confront—a life as an outsider a world fleeing its reality such rational superstition.

            I took a sickle to a feeling I chanced seeing myself I was quite taken by changes. such chastity because we wanted it, such disaster in emotion, while truth would partway destroy us. so barefaced so insidious while I laugh at my dreams. a place for execution a space in bowels such an unsung devastation. to call for treasures to relive destiny so close it never happens.   

Time was Brief

    With deeper allure—to ward off ghosts—melancholia is an empire. Such dialogue confuses—: one wrestling despair. It was remote living, in...