I
rewrote you. I bathed you. I fed you ink. sure-pained inferno a canto a
ringing violin. shocked to see deception those stanzas crying those longer
sentences. but she forced tears she died tears it wasn’t ordinary. my
frightened explanation accursed for flatteries so empty it’s fullness. a deep koan
a deeper crush so wild over those cries. didn’t I give you – somewhere in rain –
those miseries so orgasmic? over origami raiding ideals while discernment is
waning – to wean education to partake of intuition if but few participants.
such avant-garde or purer lies so sophisticated in our addiction. maybe
a number of identities, each one a chosen person, or tales told tyranny!
fetching our flow, sure fever in existence, so sweet our vinegar. ironic satire
or paling walls to have fallen so absent of identity. some extraordinary flame
such invented cultures such customs ineffective – to run into sunsets or nibble
on horizons with father’s guitar. a man might try a woman might receive, when
loved seas come chasing. first, we kneel, we then receive, we then arise. war
at every corner jogging in brains some phantom in reactions. immortalized,
gripping fabric, such flannel webs such silken worms – as alive but aloof while
it felt beauty to have loved. a phone inside upon wires even cryptic codes – as
mystic flutes or a mystic kiss racing horses in its orchard.
over oranges aside daffodils next to
an oak tree; we dine like demigods we laugh like scorpions we hide in plain
view. a northern audience an inner actor such fates at mind-gates. too much to
again love as it feels its weight in hatred. so protected, ever so falsely, who
shall interrupt?
I rewrote you I kept knocking but
paper didn’t answer – those cherries at their patch or berries mushed
violently, or soft into its whirlwind. sinews melting faces screaming so sad at
stories. I owe an apology, but never to undress it, while it comes raging
forth. those baiting feelings those basement xylophones or a sax in labor. I walk
away, palms dripping ink, adjectives lonely, verbs hyper, or nouns abused.
