you
could not as you would not such begging in spirit. new bedsheets old bloody
diamonds such fear in courage – those maps as internal a heart or external
those skies – as deceased or bodies falling to arrive at an entrance. cheap
polyester vows or dependent love while a man wants more of creation – a bowel
speaking a spoon yawning a fork split in identity. so abstract so cured while
edging into a fount. headfirst into you sprung on invisibility or such
assessment by encrypt womb.
the firehouse lights into its core
so wild how we respond.
too much to sustain so harsh our
adventure at depth science. a mind saw, a handshake, such deep affliction. as
inadequate souls while existence is by shadows into a creek filled with algae.
those geese eyes of running into screams but Love is too gorgeous. a murmur in
a den a whisper in an ear so given to sensing far too much.
it becomes passive or aggressive or
somewhere in between.
a person ages such dear reality
while pain becomes a striptease. some chauffeur appointed to seasons while no
one is at the steering wheel. pausing as we die or opening as we close our
stomachs filled with our existence. a cry in wolves as to adore wolves if but
something that would vitiate attraction. a gut in lions a leopard in brains
such clawing such heaving!
I felt lopsided such purpose in
hours at a table re-scripting past times. an oldie as in blues a confused soul
where we lose parts and pieces.
I ate sea-feelings or drank raw
emotion as to sense such destruction in our happiness. as a mechanic mind or a
professor’s satchel at lemons for breakfast.
what is the backdrop? where did she
come from? has she always been coddled?
if
to know a little of it, or to churn with evidence, while she must refuse life!
a Smirnoff. a cigar. a reason to say
no!
I examine seams or threads or keys.
in me such steep rivers or away from me such absurd clawing, or in a dream made
naked such dear insincerity.
