Friday, February 12, 2021

“Thin Line Between Love & Hate”

 

so thin into relation, too cold but it aches, I see wigs or too, a feeling, it advertises, it chuckles, its laughing dripping blood! sky-timidity or such vocals while we get lost in tempo; the fascist instinct too gorgeous to die so much pain to become precious—as never a lie so unbelievable while I choke on words  

 the filth of theft the mighty rolling so inside it oozes out.

I held a cub I felt softer it hurts to feel the best of our nature. the meanest/sweetest woman. a drygrass/wetgrass woman. so much a fretting woman. so grand a voice so delicate a neck the nape destroying me. but a back so chiseled by caves in speech but slaves so hurt. watching to live some mermaid treasure—actions over papier-mâché! sweet origami southern wetlands too many frogs this season. to have what I seek is to die from what I seek, but to erect like phoenix to seas.

I knocked gently a door swung open a woman was a spirit. she wore a trench-coat she sported stockings I smiled like innocence. so thin our line so coarse our music we began to argue—we must agree!

            it felt like elementary that first class where it’s terrible until it’s wonderful: “Mommy, I drew you, daddy, I love you, it was so much fun!”

            some person some personhood—you’d need to know the language. aquatic beginnings such a Big Bang such a Theory. so wild inside while she unlocks me where we lay - out of breath—the fire of sullenness those roses in tombs while I arise every three days.

            the first melody so much hate so prehistoric. I have an illness. she was uninterested. so much goodness. a broken beat a seat in pressures such a woman’s scent. I was taken. I never said enlove. while we wonder what feelings denote. such hurting—for something done, while we forgive to breathe. a fool at psychology a pain in his intestines a game turned reality. no yawns never as a response to find an ethical woman is to find where Jesus rests.

            so renewed as a last request while it remains a thin line.       

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