sore
axe burning chin by salience so deadly. days have been caged a lone dog such
blue cries; a numb man a magic man sitting in disarray. daisies are acidic
sunshine is more sorrow if but to un-claim my condition. I write so
deliberately or so casually or sour disconnection. calligraphy angst helium
pain while trying to elevate to heights. so crucial such an alphabet so weird
to still fret you. I psych myself, ‘till physiology hurts, to believe it might
be different: maybe a child maybe passion maybe marquise communication; to
exhaust a feeling to need so much, a man forfeits his existence; to know it
happens to fret security or so inclined as a mere whisper. some pendulum such a
life while many are prepared but fail its tests. some sculptress some
remarkable rhinestone while hearts are sold for zillions. crumbling in aches at
love with pliers while so unclassified. (but it hurts, to know by facts, we
want to our disfavor); to need Love so unprepared for Love while begging she
overlooks inadequacies. maybe a mushroom maybe an addict’s love, while we honor
a thin wire. some fable or parable or allegory by rare performance.
so eager those
nights so refilmed those mornings such grass in its blades. so penchant above
average while some get closer. the bed rocking the ceiling watching while steps
are insecure. to have deaths to figurate life so cagey it hurts the building.
an edifice for mercy a cure for lonely a gift to have a heart. so damn fine
such remorse for thoughts while we never know the glisten; heartstrings or
violins or a dear viola; to possess you to have you without a doubt it might
end you. embers as symbols value as a drum, while never needing to exonerate
you.
