—so
acrobatic or such faucet beauty where a man forgets reality;
those bold glances or a treat by excitements
so fevered or uncultured; volts racing by an elevated pulse while to touch
electricity; a true woman a feather in a cage where life is rhythmic or
tortured or afoul by so many ideals;
to force upon
others what I cannot live while smiling for Love is shackled; our narrow egos
our super-imposition after something only a mother could surrender; for mother
is asexual and mother is divided while a woman is both blessing and curse; so
fragile but enormous or so coquettish and standoffish; but a fair deliberateness
so estranged from our bodies or so instinct that each person seems like love—
this
miserable access those flaming arcs to have lived so close to home.
I remember
Love was angelic—
or petrified
or a pure liar; to need myriad admirers
as
to hate competition
where
one is better off in wells—
those
closed eyes this wall of puppets
these
shadows as screams by dementia—
I imagine
for others the sweet determination where every emotion is shared; but I dearly wonder when appeasement is desired if Fire runs to Waters,
—but permit such
naivety, this alarming couple, those aesthetic and charming heirlooms; so
destined for skies so alive in webs with child or children those dramatical worries;
such theurgy such theses so tragic its so beautiful; at music and melody at
resistance and submission where he might die if conflicted; this core essence
this lithic concrete while flying and
sketching or living in order to prepare; those first eulogies this framed
volcano so concerned drawing nearness; those fishnets those sexual whispers
where it feels righteous; our social constructs as needing freedoms while we
must wrestle inner flames—
to
have adored the beloved to have sacrificed for family or to want more than
need.
—some
buy in bulk, others buy what’s needed, where others need variety; as deeply
insecure, or dearly amoral, where devastation is not a big issue; but this
couple, they die beauty, if not utter romance;
they
cherish like doctrine, they adhere to their religion, they rest close together—
