Monday, March 9, 2020

Phantoms Shake Violently


—terrifying windows what lurks therein
the tortures of silence; as abetting linguistics or
aiding metaphysics where most fears are saints—

pure arrival sentenced deaths or radiant dissatisfaction to reclaim nonsensical or to aim at life while so disconcerted;

but passion becomes its dreamer as life becomes its gripes while a person is epistemic; this day of virtue this evening curse while adoring but distance; or sullen soft
music or harsher dark memories where invasion permeates the
fantast closure.

I was unfastened.
It was by ghosts named Energy
—where trembling was necessary;

so much inactivity! such contradiction!

I cannot claim love in this murk weather while innocence becomes familiar; such havoc or crystals or tigers this ceiling this phantom this woman as recreated or death’s honor while it was so difficult to adore Pain. That emblem lagoon those florescent ghosts while I trickled into your private closet; such trespass, such reach, where Energy was having supper; our last carpet our first entrance while no one needed that love; if but to manumit this freedom with chains this paradox this Christianity this Yogic stress; to have come close as to touch the forests by stillness and void.  Our courageous witness this chasing interior where over there Love is beautiful and Love lies and Love is medicinal and Love is furious.

—idyllic ideals or idiot savants while so inadequate it becomes stubborn silence; or a few tragedies in one sitting to confirm a lingering hunch; a baboon running or some hybrid snake while one pines for incredible; something to sustain the guitar or something to give the Swan its inheritance while often it becomes lucre or servitude while indebted for something that holds our winds—

I need to fawn as often I refrain but what is fierceness without sexuality—those whistles embedded this dreariness converted or so adrift it was mystic this loving curse—those strings those percussions or acrylic aversion to settle this dispute as a person with self or fire seems so intrusive.

—by enjoyment we suffer this elaborate essence into writing or flying and soaring through mind-caves or conjuring up old graves where the soil is rich the art is sadistic and the reception is masochistic while unshod or studying distraction where most are unaware of beauty and cadence or firebrand and fever this interiority those gray-blue cries those brown inspectors or deaths for remodeling as sacred seeds or gorgeous misery to deflate something such tender excitement—

PS.

    The strength to withstand the winds; a spell as it effects/affects some creature. A sudden moment filled with absolute certainty, so wro...