Somewhere Then,
Somewhere Now
We
come from broken homes, ever addicted, hiding from
shadows.
Love is unbelievable, something sought, but
rarely
captured. I loved her in her waves, crying beauty,
where
coke and pills offered life. We died in our vision,
torn
and crossed, five glasses in. She uttered pain, and
sabotaged
love. I uttered game, and sabotaged hearts.
Our
future—written, struggling with parents, addicted
to
habits. How to love self, sorely challenged, and
rolling
blunts? We ask not for angst, fully saturated,
stirring
into travesty. I ponder such grain, weaving through
traffic,
tasting a touch of treasures. We rarely breathe,
found
and lost, filled with powers. Our past fraught with
ghosts,
four tier monsters, ever our minds, trekking
mountains.
What is this pricking, a storm of ghettos, a
stream
of torn souls!