Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Difficult Dynamic (Memoir)

When is it overbearing?
Certainly not in a first round, if
ever for justice. I ask, sorting
through sludge, apparent
to myself. If he suffers deeply,
perpetuating injustice,
should one surrender? It becomes evident in pain, where
mirrors cringe, and liquor and drugs lose flavor. I sit and
ponder such travesty and tragic comedy.
Details are irrelevant.
The issue becomes Treatment, where we
look for the sweetness we give; otherwise, our actions
are purely altruistic; but this is error; for if one receives
mistreatment for good behavior, one’s philosophy is
subject to alter.
This isn’t a bowtie case. In fact, the issue
runs deeper. If one takes away your freedoms, leaving you
stranded, it’s impolite to self to say, “Thank you.” In fact,
if one is deliberately obnoxious, we tend to avoid them;
else we battle for our understanding of Right.
But what
if a perpetrator demands subservience, where it’s possible
to do otherwise. Logic, even reason, compels one to flee
the situation. But what if one cannot part ways, subject
to injustice, where the perpetrator demands allegiance,
even total control. One becomes adjusted to a situation
where constant disrespect is normal, but absolutely
unacceptable towards the perpetrator.
I venture to believe that
a high level of ambivalence is presence in such a situation;
where one acquires habits that weaken a personality, and
trickle over into other spheres of one’s life.
But what about
the perpetrator: ever free to hurt others, living in pain, and
spreading injustice. One might suggest intervention, where
friends and family confront the perpetrator. What if the
perpetrator refuses to change,
where abandonment is not an
option? In this situation, we learn to say, “Oh that’s just
so and so, he always acts that way.” I find that this is
highly unfair, especially where others, close to said perpetrator,
are diligent to behave in a cordial fashion. Perpetrators
play on one’s emotions, refusing to compromise,
notwithstanding, an inner sense of wrongdoing.

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