Friday, January 27, 2023

Some Feelings Are Immortal

 

Give me life, become my winning existence, beg me to congratulate you; sick and slothful, rejuvenated and energized, every emotion wrapped in you; dirty, more filthy, sullen, more sorrowful—at piano in feelings, some curse, to fret rebirth; moved by music, a different person, you met a snail, and listened to a chameleon. To slither back when, to feel reborn back when, theology has rotten’d brains, shifted dispositions, made man haughty. [I was sad to think of you—some disempowered woman, so empowered by humility. I placed soul on high, a difficult man, listening to error; so beige in greens, so marooned in science, to beg you to just look; a pleading man, a night with arrows, so accused of asking for too much!] It was placed. It shouldn’t be present. No one knows consequence, naked action, before the tent fell. So twisted, afraid it went wrong, making diligence, careful, torn and alert, methodology of firstborn indifference. More fortune, less fame, more meaning, less haunting, does it end, is it forever, was it a major infraction? (for) Love was madness, shared treasures, another afar just smiling—the last to arise, the first to perish, at mediums to resurrect; and praise was misery, many adrift blessings, so low, physically making dents; with flame into the meaning, parachutes in the eyes, to reach and know it will be greatness.

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