Monday, January 30, 2023

Introspection

 

 

I look on skies, kick at grass, reposition critical presumptions. Life has been ready—for elasticity, fortitude, form, and motion. I was a wish to a soul, a hassle to a spirit, a dove to an omen; many are winds, afloat on highs, with scores of beehives. The chameleon has wings, an animal’s body, a human’s head—at crucial points, I have adored images, idolatries, kneeling in dirt, washing my spirit. One becomes omniscience, fibbing as we do, with super insights and ghosts attending tribunals. Most amazing grace, to have outlived a bout, if to plead beyond scope: hoping in you, remembering your name, wondering if we’ll meet again. I was a wish to a soul, a problem to motion, caught between spheres: needing something with measure; gathering parts of imperceptibility; rummaging old emotions. Waiting on something not moving—a little concerned, going through immediacies, befuddled by repetition and service.    

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