Sunday, January 8, 2023

Seeking The Great Face

 

 

Nothing but faith the garden spoiled, wherefore, someone didn’t listen. Flesh mistakes, casual liaisons, a little satisfaction the soul churns with wilder science, wolves and hyenas deeper on spirits. Many concerns to be so naïve, so young, those years, seated beneath a crooked umbrella; father forsook the helm, mother repainted the ship, others pledged devotion, only for profit. To touch the hem of energy, to open skies with a voice falling to earth—most illustrious pains, art for nirvana, to experience the koan; major feelings, the kind they ache, suppress, born seeking the Dear Passion; so fulfilled, this is rumored, with yearning still at motivation. Fighting to disprove a soul, fighting to prove selfsame soul, pulled asunder for indiscretion the mountain as it grieves, smoke filled clouds, tablets and aggravation. Many on liquor, more on pills, I couldn’t understand the magic—at a fever inside, moving the lakes of yore, fraught by antiquity, many asking about sequences, a flame for mother, a fire for sister, adjustments for the author.   

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