Saturday, November 12, 2022

Unsteady Consistency

 

A puddle of blackwater, a blackdamp, a black mansion; in dry Australia, or a rainy desert, chasing a rhinoceros. Dry rain, wet, moist fire, remarkable lights. Upon a flying fox, to have died repeatedly, always giving life. Never dehydration, cups filled, wondering how it moves into another season. A devoted wife, another chasing wisdom, both trying to be “good,” where others chase winds, dig pits, cast snares, or perish in the tumbleweed, afforded one hope on change; freshwater gators, wrestling appetites, to know a man is foolish, a woman is eager to know more, both passing breezes: no deeper demands, it will unlatch with time, it will come back, if lucky. Dry thunder. Lightening reality. Nomadic order – different seasons, different directions, different perfections. It’s all unreal – the mind is unreal, and so real, always in motion, we say, “A demon was at me.” In truth, parents, siblings, family, teachers, churches, these are at many of us.  

 

Oaken brains, leaves moving, each vein speaks to life – swimming in spaces, climbing skies, rockets at mercy and falling faster; pythons in gardens, pains in allegators, rabbits sitting in the briers. Monsoon life. Womb power. Alas, a man will be uneasy.

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