Wednesday, November 30, 2022

One Palm Facing Faith

 

I was absent those years, un-present, as one in limbo. I couldn’t see mirrors. Days were darkness. And hope was wanning.     The loss of naivety, a blessing, a cruel curse, both?

A soul waits on answers, waiting becomes unbearable, writhing, seeking self, doing all to stand.     Faith is complex, it requires conviction, to believe against odds, against reality—the depth of sunshine.     I’ve seen walls move, dynamite exhale, the Passion rise.     Tender beginnings. Rough terrain. And souls are leaping.     Faith is intimate—made of invisibility, made visible through actions; to swim a sea, to land on pillows, falling through earth—the friction inside, esoteria inside, communing with something private inside; moving faster, fasting longer, drifting into focus.     Belief is enchanting, losing naivety, listening to epiphany, gauging palms of reality.

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