Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Seeking a Savior

 

the billowing waves those caves seated upon a petroglyph. somebody killed me it was gasoline it withered like salt. so wistful these days as needing a lady as what I perceive. a woman’s castle what she might instruct where it hurts to lose. I feel fatigue a broken sky while sipping a little more. to see a candidate to arrive in shells where most just move forward. to have three languages as needing healing where a fourth language carries the weight. small humor famished ghosts while a body too much to insist. I never felt a womb this way. it damaged me. I was instantly enlove. so shallow but please feel us, a woman’s attributes are supposed to inflame us. such rocky elixir such firm memories while touching might kill me! some concerto some concert while most a passing pilgrimage. such color as in timbre a tone asking for leniency. too beautiful for a soul too anxious to lose where it hurts to share perfection. upon cottonwood to whittle a tree or asking for mercy. those fawning feelings such enthrallment while adoring is forced. a crazy ambition while deteriorating, a man must workout. cirrus volts or thunderous angst by motive to seek a savior. our shattered seas our oceans bleeding while a world is enveloped. to love like pain to ask like privilege where a soul might live plurality. some triolet. it meant so little. but a stranger broke into tears. the crux of its concrete, those pillars as retracting, so lost walking Crenshaw. a remote voice as needing innocence where we go mad over riches. a cute face such wavy hair such liquid lips. the battle of the mirror, as feeling ostracized, while getting close to havoc. such a blocked quote so erased from time while a new person is rejuvenation. a moment to rest a diamond for rain or jamesia for passion. so thrilled to relive. such a savior in nights, where gorgeous becomes tribulation.   

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