Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Exotic Mind Bus

 

so tomblike such a memory to believe more than actual. webs at his eyes blood deaths at ankles such cigars with passion. to assume you to pity myself while winning is wars—cursed or surrendering while a cell has five steps. a pacing problem a want for arsenic at tension with anything breathing. sapphire skin or tales of winds so insincere to myself. Love was mighty such long perils or so drugged a man feels like a father. indeed, others have pains or patience as degrading anything it would touch. a spark of thunder or melted metals so mesmeric in shame. submission in a moment where she will rebuild—she shall remember!

            I chance the highway. I pull over in Hollywood. I see a group in suits. I walk around, like a repellant, while tugged to gander. Love is in yellow leather, a black blouse and red leather boots. “It’s up to you.” yes. a deeper memory. to see boldness as so prepared. a gut reaction, a deep dissatisfaction, where respect in range is a pistol. she followed. I was aimless. she spoke myriad tongues. it’s game in fire it’s welts in bleeding, it’s hickory for sell. such looseness so unfulfilling so upon a breeze when it whispers. I walked afar. I described my absence. I drove aimless.

            but a silhouette but a kid some class. I would feel awkward. I would dine at six. it was life for warfare—some jungle some jangle some jousting. most adorable essence most suffering branch as to watch when she danced. a ruined circular system or spoiled saltpeter, where something loses its Jesus. (tension between us, a man pegged, while tomorrow seems brighter. I will continue to run, but I never looked back, while this is harmful. by seaside mourning or starsong magic so removed from every thing in me; such a scream, a penalty, while I might feel atmosphere: its guts its gale so gathered like pieces.) to deteriorate, to fret damages—to say sorry by lights!  

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