Thursday, February 4, 2021

Never Give Up!

 

to give the best of us to believe in loving us as some feeling upbuilding us. such deconstruction or raving leitmotiv some doorknob to excellence. or perfect for passion so light in feathers such miracles in love. upon a mayfly or fearing pirates so sundown together. to look at body to sense eyes to crack up laughing. to adore me to love soul while humor seems gray. those outsiders those miseries those welts. a crypt of decisions, a tomb-knot, as never to leave your side. a bipolar man a field hand so lost in you. emitting radiance such glistening royalty so moist in midsummer. outside looking in so much better in you so alone when you breathe. to need every increment to need those songs where chords are like magic; so close to our knees a woman knowing love to teach an old wizard. so succinct so deliberate playing dozens. a scent of jasmine an air of jasper a jolt to die for. so breathless as returning deathless to arrive at our resurrection; so late for tribunal such spirit in a rose if but to live so endearing it cuts. (Love awoke crooked such breath with me as it felt normal; as not to need airs or perfection, an off day is sentimentality.) sallow tulips a poetry essence while so far behind you; running to catch winds a friend like you such doubt I must deserve you. by grout or pain by love or angst so deep inside it aches to brushwork. so filled in cries so threshed in terrors as souls scratching and laughing and asking for heaven’s name. so ashamed at that moment a chin tugged where it felt wonderful to die in you. by strength by raids so abandoned to our fire. unshod or revamped to never give up!    

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