Sunday, September 29, 2019

Tragedy Bliss


Let tragedy be gentle, racing and raging and rescuing solace; as screams travel dreams and memes gather for lunch; our sacral daughters, our battling tides, at estuaries and ritual and pride; to arise Sunday yawning, to church as fire, to re-camp our sensories; as confused by love, while standing love, so cursed to presume love; confiscated from blight, given to plight, sweltering by measurements; so casual but actual, so manual as animals, and dearly dramatical; those droplets and inlets those reigns and losing control; our daughters at wingspan, our sons untangled and ramped, our poets most unsteady; this middle horizon, this space with divinity, as possessed and dispossessed; or there so here where days are care and swears are answered with tears; as ugly behavior, or enticing flavors, at triumph, trumpets and clumps of soil; our beautiful Swan, our equality in yarn, at rainbow leprechauns; such dreary bliss, such rich dismissal, where we caress those few hours—our spider-dreams, our love for this curse, while admiring better realities.

I raked a garden, plucking mortals, and fertilizing morals; our tragic cast, our white cat, or better, our socializing catnip; listening to whiny pups, or shooing a trespassing cricket, or pondering a majestic grasshopper; those few memories, moving apace, so quickly time was outwitted; our battles with youth, our flings with knowledge, while focused on stage characters; so removed, our huffs in grooves, our rare wrangling costumes; but we watch gently, at traits we mustn’t become, assuredly downcast; for love is eloquent, and love has names, plus, love is so coquettish; those magazine eyes, this aisle of favors, those gangway ideals; to dress with forethought, to sit with grace, and so intimate with garments.

We care but anger, adrift a clouded milieu, listening to catastrophic parlance; so draped as actors, or becoming science, where we carry an intuitive chill; or looking at tragedy, admiring characters, as stage life is better than actual realities; those debonair souls, those chaste souls, and our languishing calls towards remapping; moved to exist, applied to contemporary bliss, while estranged from everything we commit; those longer eyelashes, our better waves, or suspecting a hand in our pudding; this wrangling interior, while cleaving to sanity, those burning and smoldering logs; such infant dogma, older with sockets, while hearing a strong echo; listening to gravesites, or pondering ashes, while unsaid ashes are possibly at sea.

It was pure celebrity, those frozen flowers, or this table filled with dying petals; twigs and stems, gems and aglets, our shrubberies so bare this autumn; it was weaving our guts, going for wretched, to finally realize a certain cadence with pain; to see it manifest, to witness those returns, while one door is padlocked another opens with screams; our fairer antipathies, our graces in droves, or our propellers geared by darker nights; as curious to see us, this stage redressed, or this feeling where voices are sung; those cauldrons, those closing curtains, or this opening scene; while lost to this, those experiences, as never a second on Broadway; for less those cries, for less those dying ferns, for less this table of cringing gnomes.

Such redeeming circumstance, to see warriors in us, while watching our wilderness; captured in capes, at capital signs, so signaled, so tensed, so terse; our laconic skies, but a second with membrance, so often ignored; our tragic bliss, our poisonous joys, at terrible rejoicings—our  Psalms as witness; so influenced, so boundless, at horrific excitement; indeed, such softer metal, such brick water, such naturally sewn agonies.     

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