Wednesday, September 25, 2019

Sensei Wilderness


There’s a chasm for men. A field suggesting terror. A lake filled with saviors. / Our dramatic passion. Susceptible to kindness. While life becomes temporal. / Those splashing caves. Our souls made silence. Our sediments to hourglasses. / Invested in paradox. Ramped our mansions. Attempting to charm our demons. / Such inferno havocs. Such terrible forgiveness. Our invisible ailments. / Committed to blankets. Baked by survival. Our abbreviated freedom. / Thought as phantoms. Or crazed beasts. Beset by dire predicament. / Our odiferous values. Our sewn quilts. At reasons unfavorable. / Inching closer to graves. Our gothic darkness. By eclectic faith. / Reading our compass. Severed or alienated. Such joy in something fragile. / Rushed to exist. Hushing our anguish. And partially redeemed.

A sage is at war. Those fences closing. Those gates omitting promise. / These woods speaking. Our trees of wisdom. But behavior is partly predictable. / Such tamed instincts. Our trained responses. Inclined towards suffering. / Or gifted with tasks. This living by tasks. Our deeds are volumes. / Reviewed by society. Watched for entrance. While anger probes our receptors. / Deep processes. Delivered to Time. Closer to resistance. / As debated souls. Rebirthed in vessels. While tools speak determinants. / Lessened for learning. Resented for aura. Encapsulated by bias. / At tender dreams. Upon many trails. Fraught by acceptance. / Or shimmering indifference. While missing this life. Becoming cold to reception.

Our valued cadence. Our rooms and heirlooms. Our childhood cedarchests. / Our brief introduction. Our divine inquisition. Our praise with such brevity. / Our estranged faces. Our indiscriminate descriptions. Our worlds determined by strangers. / Hoping for fairness. Deciding to venture. Received by a kind soul. / At deep problems. At deeper concerns. While something distorted becomes either way. / Our love for projects. Or delirious familiarity. While unfelt but feeling. / Our rewards for caring. Our strengths while weak. Our scriptures begetting. / This rich ocean. This incandescent rain. Our soil dug with mercy. / Achieving our told regard. Left with sensing behaviors. Attuned to silent aggression. / Our damages so pure. Our purity incapable. Our reality shifting. / Such heart notes. Such kinder days. While lead by behaviors.

The sensei is calm. Watching with care. Plus, filled by something missing. / Those societal venoms. Our days remote to existence. Looking into something dishonest. / This hurdle from self. Such mythic calamity. Where many awake with a distant self. / Or pure in our honesties. Rebuilt in our compassion. Where it hurts at times. / But strength is uncertain. While risk becomes life. At a stranger received as friend. / This typical un-certitude. Our closed off essence. While fever becomes ornament. / Tandem blue fire. Restructured message flame. At something revving our systems. / To look into esoteria. To see traces of subtlety. As becoming familiar with particles. / Or sitting so close. Debating this brick road. While confused by currents.

Something goes for shadows. While something remains subliminal. As, too, something relates unconsciously. / This thing in humans. This unaddressed mechanism. Close enough to see everything. / Some admire roses. Others sneeze loudly. While others begin to prune. / Rereading our steady flow. Realizing our preferences. Analyzing chaos. / Tucked into a decision. Or unchartered cemeteries. While reasoning through debris. / Such overlooked oxygen. Such brain food. While life is spirit-cameras.

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