Sunday, September 29, 2019

Meta Realism


…pavement roses, and ruth creeping, so heavy, so silent, looking like suspicion; those days at feelings, those dreams with violence, where a man unravels his soul; alumni sorrows, illuminati Medicare, or syndicated miseries; such dissonance, those cognitive thoughts, while a man synthesizes; antithetical thetics, a melic voice, by hoist and rain; Rome as meme, to thrum so hectically, to arrive by theories; our pain, Passion, our grief, Laughter, at rage cage and slaves; according with wilderness, flimsy or cryptic, so delectable a pure fire; reimagined, at core principles, fraught by both trespass and transgression; that dissonant voice, this dissonant feeling, or ramped cacophonies—at air-caves, or acapela, fair those triangular circles; to possess until—this rising rave, where rules became apparent; so coarse those agonies, such a push into madness, plus, Lauryn, as ever sadness—this mystic lake, this mystic meadow, this cryptic shadow; so religious in you, such a portico for you, those white bells asunder for you; this store run, this filthy wretchedness, at final-call—those laughing eyes, this fool for perfect, this moment we created; so incumbent, upon mother and father, to snatch mid-winds; accustomed to costumes, revving against apathies, such language between two so close; assonance in spirits, searching for vowels, vowed as one value; our courage to battle, while kneading dough, at doubts, but don’t listen—this growing into sulfur, this surf, at ruff occasions; too grown to submit, too old to war Christ, while too sacred to ignore silence;
such a journey such a journal such a heart-cymbal; at terrible treble, enveloped for you, so tamed right now, fearing that old hyena, where we feel aggression rising unto venting;
this uncaged feeling, this wheel spinning, at dice and vice, at vim and stem—abused to fly, this trap in seriousness, our eyes
            so variegated;
those longer stories, our children excited, and it feels like winning....

I know your name, this is all I know, while snow trickles into warmth; this running fever, this blizzard ocean, our seas so high and rounder corners; to imagine light wrangling, deductive arguments, postulates and posits; empirical dice, laughing over silence, at some literary assignment; appearances worldwide, epic tales, or a blued-eyed quadroon; this blessing in me, this societal curse, so arranged to mourn unto glowing; our hypervigilance, our hypersensitivity, our planted peculiarities; reading closely, disheartened by culture, so dramatized; our trauma from life, our webs so critical, to give but death in order to outwit death; at convicted aches, probing delicacies, while tugging and pulling this centered sky; always there, always diligent, so cute, and so controlling.

…a young legend speeding a zenic design so caught by omic eyes;
swami pain at limbic tables accursed or sung as surviving our love;
           
mesto diamonds, this lea in veins, this mothership; so attacked to adore, to taste, to feel more than objective; this arable landscape, those trucks and tractors, or such courage to challenge our compass; jota dances, or cultic Shiloh, afoul racing thoughts; to walk with memories, to develop private language, to irritate those meaningful allies; our courage to divest but life, to rid those singing, while threshed and threaded and knitted by something irrevocable; The Lord’s Brine, The Lord’s Time, our captive and controversial scientific warfare; blessed by graves, uprooted by genetics, our meta-realism.           

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