Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Troubadour Tambourine


…as timeless souls, our tacit vocality, stressed, demonized, and cultured by injustice: if but flowery scents, or oils by Trauma, delving closer to our subconscious: phones ringing, souls taking messages, our secretarial spirits typing: afar and esteemed, bubbly and submissive, but a kingdom to few: those better lives, by amateur riches, while naked creating art: those public squares, those unrealized humans, our poverty orphans: so much running, so much silence, so much restriction: city agoutis, sawdust wishes, plus, one softer whisper: raging upheavals, or signature sorrows, so invisible to our closest family: amore was trapped, amore was gunning, and amore was tired: Become for me, exist in us, permit sacrifice or even deaths to exist: argent ink, decorated appeals, aesthetic legacies: smoky language, throaty lungs, raspy attraction: so sick in us, lecture and vomit, even heaving intestines: a dry fever, a flustered sun: so futuristic, so deliberate with lights, so cursed and innocent: those Picasso paintings, our fresco temples, our resurrected Gospels: at tears for Love, as meant this embarrassment, as designed those guillotines: our captured personas, those aurous skies, abandoned to adoring Love: our last repair, running into hostility, our classism, our restrained voices, celebrating tragedy: courting mind, matrix, and martyrdom: reliving ecstasy, reviving intimacy, too discovered, thus, vulnerable, and so unedited: those earlier vibrations, those in-wall trysts, at an enclosed and smothering closet: our deepest deceits, our repelled absences, so macro-managed, so accustomed to dying, and crocheted by Affliction: while never re-imagined, while never unachieved, at eyes clearly, but devastated by troops: this land of destruction, captured in Da Vinci’s screams, accursed for privilege….  

…spirits are filming, silence is required, but screeches and shrills penetrate unconscious souls: such helium is privacies, even failed interrogation, as time envelopes space: giving Eternity, receiving Immortality, rewritten in over a trillion minds: so indebted to comforts, so endangered for hanging, but so destined to possess every art: rebuilding castles, or reframing articles, astute and gifted jotting down a dozen lines: those poet funerals, those suspicious kings, our children raised by other souls: our first departure, galloping through forests, so determined to find our artifacts: astray and abandoned, left lonely and destitute, so prudent, but so effected, or abased and craving: at court jesters, such a detrimental career, while glancing for watching and listening closely: this travail by wits, this travesty of uneasiness, while to win might mean death: but our longing closet, those darker shadows, this whole three feet our calamity: so troubled, so abashed, or proud to have broken static: romance so decadent, horderves so rotten, our destiny sent across seas: at more to battle, at war to die, while behaviors seem ordinary….       


The Great Mystery

    I couldn’t shake inclination, a dislodging instinct. I remeasure all consisting of us. Such a nudging, sweet humiliation, carved excitem...