Friday, June 28, 2019

Natural Behavior


…something incorrigible, those wandering cries, so angular, so rectangular, at foreign escapes: those Portugal eyes, those African lips, or such Italian ecstasy: as a dreaming machine, so frantic our lies, so indebted our harbingers: at something spacial, our souls about cosmos, where fire leaps, ignites, and radiates for hours: those power legs, embedded within a sullen heart, fleeing but captured, or captured but presiding: if but an antidote, if but freedom, while life is enslaved by ecstasy: dripping steam, hot, moist texture, so abandoned, so at home: our wavering arcs, those insipid promises, but so felt, so dedicated when spoken: our aging wisdom, our Solomon minds, our Bathsheba sin: as men feuding, so close our circles, but Love and I had a brutal discussion: such rabid madness, in this league of souls, while Love is naked….

…indebted to circumstance, ignoring an interior compass, a bit temperamental about morals: our childlike antennas, so impetuous, so desired for ignorance: those deeper hunches, crocheted with crime, a bit irritated by those naked mirrors: mental bullfights, outlandish appetites, so gifted, so mature, but so alluring: this marvelous curse, this metaphysical movie, or this portrait for Neutrogena: as aborted survivors, crawling through sands, nearing something incredibly insane….

It lives gruesomely, and dies horribly, at wretched terror: as others disappearing, even those vying, while one stands upon our totem: this lovely dejection, this pyramid raciness, so evidential, so cryptic, at cultic exhaustion: an oceanic desert, debated in cultures, where a man turns to something loathed: this purported mischief, those purported preaching(s), while one is labeled as protesting too much: looking at something intimidating, catching a glimpse by configuration, while carrying on, nonetheless: polite banter, cozy remarks, even slight attitudes: as nothing quickly measured, while one is faintly measured, up and until, Love pops an infuriating ego: that flimsy gong, those flimsy thoughts, where, in actuality, Love is pressing for something more overt: a dying declaration, but men are impassive, while many are sure to protect imageries: this maniac fool, this lover of souls, this crazed Casanova: breaking through walls, risking life and spirit, if but one tryst with Incredible: for women are creators, living in deeper feelings, while needing adventure, life, and death: our manikin attraction, so neatly tucked, where months become quite irritating: too much thought of self, men must confess quickly, else, one is seen as a bit unsteady: this conundrum in chimes, this treacherous mistake, where love desires a need for resistance: those complicated creatures, those familiar creatures, while chess becomes a board for seduction.

…a few are close, this natural contemplation, this feudal interior: studying actions, of one too distant, where a chasm is screaming: it effects thoughts, it leads feelings, while, in reality, two are barely at meditation: those fierce persons, at fiercer electricity, while one has signed off: so observant in hindsight, so intricate at plain battles, while some gestures shouldn’t be analyzed: this impetuous space, or this thought about quality, where a man feels he never had a first appearance: at frantic cries, realized in something gentle, while some women pick and pluck and insulate self: an inseam, a thread knitted, a bolt tightened: while one is foolish, as confessing his need, while Love pretends not to fathom: in truth, a treacherous game, more so, a devious deed, where one must determine an action: such crying embarrassment, such crippling reluctance, where Love might say something: so green we live, so cautious we dance, while something too sure seems too genuine: indeed, this great riddle, needing surety, but longing for danger: it seems gray, it removes our sensibilities, while some women are pure seductresses….

The Great Mystery

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