Thursday, June 20, 2019

Foggy Antenna


…a muggy lake, a sandpapered heel, reaching for sediments: a flickering light, those dim rooms, those myriad memories: our minds operating, our similar moods, rewiring cords: those dancing umbrellas, sitting in stillness, arranged neatly: our flowing vision, this small spider, our wet napkins: if but received, I wonder dearly, if malaise would reappear: but by science, such familiar extents, such breezy shifts: pushy heaviness; relit emotions; vigil but peaceful candles: a furnace with time, an atmospheric pang, so charmed to fancy a miracle: putting much in hope, accustomed to believing, where a person carries our feelings:—knitting softly, ensuring endurance, overly responsible for tomorrow: an interior cage, plus, outward resentment, while nearly buckling: those tight belts, such scriptural existence, or radical resistance: those head-storms, at brain-thunder, while sky-havoc felt appealing: our bicycles, those metaphorical cranks, so alike to persistence: those taller decencies, those smaller inconsistencies, or bouncing with physics: buoyant conversation, velocity thoughts, feeling slight nuance: at windmills debating, or forgetting our affliction, so realized in disappearances: life as rainbows, as feelings to horizons, we tread our city deserts: sweeping relentlessly, remodeling frantically, this need for feng shui….

…cloudy, but stirring, albeit, repented admiration: spirit-binoculars, endless splinters, or a purple orange sky: so far from destiny, this shaggy road, those talkative potholes: those tunic dreams, but untamed agonies, but tragic instructors: such amplified emotion, as time becomes mechanic, realizing as such this pushy intruder: recalibrated; re-filtered; so close to a symbolic note: as devious insistence, working against witnesses, our lips sealed by promises: as years to surrender, or pulpits to a trenchant need, or bare feelings to an opened sky: our retrieved senses, our relieved testimonies, so received, or too delicate, our emotion unwiring: lucre becomes paradise, victuals become worship, while on-seers have become intolerable….

We’re invisible souls, watching through widows, our mirrors are miry: our films repeat, our intake is similar, our spirits carry frequencies: we desire existence, where risks are mandatory, plus, skies are incandescing: our miracles are hard-won, our realization is an aftermath, so clear through darkness: such shivering aches, redeemed in persons, at love through guitars: those murky ponds, those yellow beige geese, while depending upon magical spheres: but crowded at moments, seen in parts, where vibration erupts: those outstanding measures, or intricate pianos, wheezing over gestures: at fire with existence, at life with pluralities, so postmodern feeling antiquities: our souls battling freely, too much is just enough, as needing pure satisfaction.

I chance a feeling, redeemed in agonies, speaking Yahweh Mornings: I puff a clove, deny this sickness, while praying a distant seed: so at thoughts, those casual interiors, at wonders those few persons: as seeking peace, or remembering rain, so accustomed to its downpour: maybe rearrange feelings, or re-furniture an instinct, while realizing someone has lit a furnace: those casual, deep rooted, or free-flying cables: our phones upon strings, our pain in another’s eyes, so calm about feeling those edges: if but to leap, while dependent upon particles, our bodies floating upon shards: at mid-range papers, re-inking our minds, or re-gassing our determination: so pleased at times, realized in a good moment, where souls are training self for bringing Good Tidings: (so pleased to commune, so pleased to have met, and so pleased to be responsible): this inward dwelling, those outer seas, so filtered by behavior: reborn in eyes, such a dear friend, at moments, it hurts: this curious participant, our popcorn with juice, our simplicity outreaching its depth: such outdated baggage, wondering about, Who cares; indeed, an infant man.      

The Great Mystery

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