…we
study women, those exotic features, so casual, so incredible, at interior eyes:
at rug feelings, or fresher waters, abused by emotion: those new faces, those
outlandish physiques, at crumbling frustrations: so pardoned, so crazed, such
remarkable converse: but life is cosmic, those wretched ghosts, our viable
deaths: a man gunning, this omen mirror, so shaved, so groomed, tapering an
unsolvable monster: at family and friends and strangers and predicament: those
collisions, this dungeon man, at existential remorse: feeling cursed,
attempting to purchase goodness, so ashamed, so misguided, so easily confused:
so much togetherness, so many years, at comforters, brighter cries, and
ruminated tears: afflicted with disorder, speaking in gibberish, living iconic,
or visiting psychs: severed, aching, but looking contained: our better outfits,
our dressed sorrow, attempting to dislodge and graft into lovemaking: so
unraveled, so close to God, so reckless and observed: needing something
destructive, in order those homes, while children are running freely: at Kerry
creatures, of Jewish rites, or attempting peace with Africa: mainly simulators,
assimilating cultures, so structured, so edgy, while nonsense must be
tolerated: falling for strange physiques, or aborted for negligence, while Love
just needed a feel good explosion: our shadowed environments, our deeper
dreams, if but an ideal brought to sing: those days at laughs, while peering at
Incredible, to utter such feelings: assessing wombs, assessing worth, so cursed
to fall like lightening: a number of dragons, this terror in leviathan, our
aches, screams, features, and giggles….
We carry ominous, we structure in vanity, so manipulative, so partly
hidden, while running naked: society watches, scorpions tread sand, but Love is
gorgeous: those Versace glasses, those softer scents, at pure and natural
gesticulations: or naively coquettish, at burgundy eyes, a bit animated, a bit
unstructured: such rare creatures, laughing and carefree, while this process is
nothing new: at harboring feelings, at repeating mistakes, so inclined to shift
and forgive: so skilled, so filled with thoughts, and a bit anti-Paul: those
nights in grief, those tell all friends, while gunning through exospheres: our
blue moons, our orange suns, at stars and thoughts attempting to fly: our
interior motion, those interior energies, as some seep into conscious souls: so
polite, so eager for closeness, or so withdrawn, for nothing became a living
proposition: this hope in retrievals, those unlocked instructors, such a
courtesan for passion: those dearer pains, this sheared brain, so at terrors
and glamour.
We
desire nobility, so inclined to erase—this face of frustrations: feeding our whys, conversing seabirds, while
something is bubbling: so distinguished in this, those children, those screams,
or this long range agreement: such caricatures, such appearing cartoons, while
Love has adored until fully familiar: our gumbo with passion, our feelings with
violins, our guts, our music, this interior symphony: so gone, but jaded,
living this contradiction: so pulled, so delivered, while Love has made him
better: those soft grins, those flirtatious seating(s), so enlove with becoming
a woman: this force, this gunning Cathedral, this uninhibited leader: this holy
sinner, this dismissive violence, so captured, so addicted, while debating with
Spirit: this conglomerate, those island insights, a bit upset with armchair
queens: so brought to life, so exterior at times, while picking through
facades: those feigned dreams, this frantic scream, those nails, this actress,
those titillating sensations: so alive in sanctions, so sacred but lonely, so
somber, so delicate: at sweeter dilemmas, at monstrous wars, while pulled by
secrets: so un-revealed, but more so seen, while Love just obtained her M.A.:
in this cruel, but faithful world, addressed as something destructive: so
feared, so pliable, some willed, so serious: attempting at withdrawals, but
ever precipitating, at something noticed: a more stern person feels every
increment.
