Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Tender Trespass


…so casual a scream, so dark our participation, as humans, as flying, while adored by melancholy: this fit, Man, this lieutenant, Man, at miracles disputed as facts, Man: those dreams, at curious flavors, or eyes reaching speaking Italian: those sites, Power, this power, Power, as women running Utilitarianism, Power: at arks and homes, at disputes and concerns, so fevered and living: such auras, so sophisticated, so carnival, so animated: those gesticulations, those pouty blue greens, as built for sexual subjugations: our bowels gunning, our inner earth, at planets and falling into cushions: those arms, Love, those differences, Love, our ability to bounce and shuffle and die, Love: (but a seed, so planted, growing, panting, laughing and damn near in-tuned: to sense deception, to rive at guts, to confess weakness: this fragile creature, this innocent death, while needing something to nudge insecurities: at blue black diamonds, at something subtle, peering through allure): such temperament, to realize indifferences, to need something beyond our station: cologne and liquor, a heavy scent, so intrinsic, so sick, so against rehab: indeed, granny, to adore your strength, at magnets tugged and defenseless: those passions redeemed, this slither sliced, at popcorn and mad sorrow: some to live, some to perish, as blessed according to whimsy: this investigation, at internal hearts, our furnace chiseling nobodies: thitherto, this mountainous, even palatial, even remorseful snail:  so low to gravel, slime a bit this curse, where Love reached, and pulled, and taught a snail to stand: to realize potentiality, to actualize through osmoses, while Love has never lied: this gut war, this silent laughter, or three-grand for a book: at governmental shame, at Judges giggling, this way to hide embarrassment: while feeling awkward, or dying softly, at mercy, concern and liquor: indeed, granny, this whip to silence, those loud vocals: at grandpa deafly, at color a bit sullen, at Africa keeping close: so Europe at points, therefore, and thereof, such volta(s) laughing at indifferences: those great beaut(s), this interior debut, or upside-down, heart-shaped derriere—our eyes thrusting, our revving ignited, if but a series of odors: a shrine for dying, this caliber of person, while lost for sudden traveling our valleys.

High Love,

…so precious, this candy land, this interior disbelief: to live this way, a palm of secrets, a devastated sensibility: something clinical, something debauched, at pudding and deep thoughts: so incumbent, so terrorized, and such pressure to behave: this Woman’s Work, with much to adhere to, so gifted, at moments sincere, at seconds feeling quite vulnerable: fleeing traffic, seated with a sibling, laughing, giggling, at something languishing: those slurry lines, this slurry beginning, while forced a hand pleading for Love: adored as passionate, writing and comparing, while years work and re-work our sensibilities: those beautiful feelings, this beautiful deception, as so sweet, while longing for perfection: thereinto, this swimming legacy, this shore silence, at penguins feeding and playing interior guitars: such blue magic, such green islands, where mother appears radiant: such curly mane, or pressed to death, if but to become white: indeed, a bit itchy, a bit redeemed, where women are dying to appear like you: this natural inclination, this remote bleeding, at cures and cultures feeling a bit quadroon: such identity wrestling, this inner legend, at literature attempting at peace: so feathered Love, such wingspan, Love, plus, this soul adores you—while falling and rising, this episodic chaos, where one is isolated by necessity: such as fairness, such as Blues, or music so sweet and melodic: those thetic essays, this melic prose, while wild a meter dancing: to sense forever, to love forever, while needing a level of embarrassment: those perfect people, those perfect lives, so indebted to slaves: whereupon, this sullen debate, this instrumental queen, where reality might surprise us…!

I’d Save The Reader Years

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