Saturday, April 20, 2019

Addressing Development/Addressing Religiosity


…but a child, mesmerized by promise, skating, leaping, and listening closely: this tale of excitement, our palms to heaven, despite, our political circumstance: this soul to life, so vaguely confident, at multiple portals: those long, dark, scurvy alleys: those trenchant, delicate, even acrimonious delights: existence doesn’t pause, our realities sing The Gospel, while simplicity seems to banish life: hereinto, this crevice yearning, to ravish portals, to chance upon clouds, or even place self in harm’s way: as young creatures, or studying fevers, this need to exist….    

…it becomes passion, our orientations, while sleeping in sky-dungeons: such desire to succeed, where existence is watching, so cultured, so civilized, so appealing: as incredible souls, rushing into society, needing a perfect outcome: where life challenges, and lights dim, while souls rev to participate: our parents watching, so snug in our futures, if fortunate, they motivate, dissipating our doubts: such stress, such backgrounds, and so many fervent insecurities: where passion drives, our radiant cultures, our morning espressos….  

…as young participants, life is vigil, with this need to resist: ours seems indifferent, or forcing full allegiance, while interior existence appears distressed: our souls at clemencies, our windows wide open, our societal mirrors seeming a bit harsh: as interlocked realities, passing strangers, while undercurrents have linked humanity: those undulations, our common struggles, or better, our human experiences: as lives our guts, frantic about goals, while dissecting surmountable uneasiness: but reality is shifting, our souls are hungry, while sudden upon a glitch….

…this interior antenna, those mental cabinets, or something alive in genetics: this living force, this active participant, or this stigmatic overseer: our dreams challenged, our survival intentional, our days wrestling mind-monsters: as reading our fabrics, as nibbling fiber, where familiarity becomes a challenge: but souls are flying, listening to softer existence, a wife, a husband, careers, and over a palm of kids: as looking closely, those fairer hurtles, running a risk of becoming despondent: such rich perception, such detailed analyses, and so warm to probabilities: our futuristic slingshots, our adult mentalities, where existence becomes humility….

…we nigh convergence, needing freedoms, while freedom is at large: this miracle fugitive, this momentary visitor, or something felt more than seen: our deep reverence, our mental confidant, as hearts sing something incredible: this designating reality, this choice in religion, while advocates side with orientation: our passionate feelings, those stressed readings, while listening to religiosity in our medias: such fervent citizens, such authentic souls, while many are forwarding the best they have: this reality offer, those colorful options, where deep analyses makes a beneficial decision: our minds tussling, our facts limited, where humans enter into another dimension: settled in experience, or settled in observation, while something compelling has taken form: our concepts whispering, our belief system intuitive, where love becomes life….

…we touch variance, we struggle with probability, our contours becoming similar: at something crucial, this life decision, where opting out is a given lose: we need spirit, we desire ultimate wisdom, we work, dedicated to religious mantras: we chance our souls, leaping in stillness, fevered by something unbelievable: this privy, this accessibility, this island, or this place of sane thoughts: as children blossom, into something universal, we become the spirit we worship….

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