Thursday, April 18, 2019

Sandcastle Water


…at petals wishing, such light clouds, besprinkled with grays: our tiger skies, our informed essence, bewildered by communion: those liquid palms, those heavy bales, such allegiance by slow breaths: our crazed souls, abrupt an empire, tussling with Tennessee: our European babies, their Africa friends, without notice of complexion: so terse, tense, and disobedient: so rough, under-wealth, and compliant: our alien poverty, so soft a whisper, spooning rice to Buddha: to climb alleys, to rebuke fences, at tender explosions: theology fire, burned bridges, or infamous, downright heinous profanity: our secular insecurities, our confident countenances, while despised for abhorred longing for justice: at plates of ambivalence, at stages with mimicry, enlove with something disputing our worth: this feeling of rage, this tetras shower, at daughters so adverse to gutters: that solemn gift, those acrimonious tapes, while desperate to discount genetics: at thin seeds, split into fortunes, while mother glances filled with bitter skies: our lakes with pudding, our anthem with disbelief, but not a soul confesses inadequacies….

…immortal droplets, or raindrop mortality, at something seemingly insufficient: this Stanton Enterprise, our daily messages, while many forfeit such legacy: those clarinets, this obedient refusal, while needing firebrand: as young entrepreneurs, or older cement layers, our terrors spoiled by rationality: such symbolism, those bras speaking resistance, those skirts screaming femininity: but ours is reversed, or introverted, or so extroverted silence is wailing: such softer whispers, such tyranny and remorse, at iridescent abstracts….

I see twinkles, in a fallen horizon, so opposed to reality: this delicate daughter, those delicate seeds, or such rough understanding: this wealth seeking wealth, Our Honor needing mediums, while woven in-between crevices: so threshed, so unlikely, so troubled: thereinto, our richer webs, this daughter’s perception, this father’s sin: at kinetic chaos, or a thump by tables, at caffeine, gutters, and miracles: those rubescent signposts, those tender relaxers, at lament so deep with details—this reaming angst, those loud and ruckus and taciturn milieus—seated with eczema, our ruffled nerves, debating concepts verses actualities: so thin with patience, so enlove with quickness, while three months in we meet each other: but yours is fate, and yours drifts inwardly, while yours is indwelling: those million gestures, that arithmetic insanity, at murals and paintings and canvases.

…so insync, or so radical and absent, our lights, our brains, but reality isn’t home: our silken worms, eating at roots, albeit, our forerunner looks fantastic: this person speaking, our bodies aching, while subtle energy permeates our eyes: so filled with passion, so alive with intention, to thrust, pull, bite and dominate: this lie flourishing, our act so engraved, while something is seeping into majesty: such changing selves, if but this influence, to adore, love and obey: those hives, sullen, those hives, sad, but such hives have located destiny to ensure—at brains laughing, at tender embarrassments, while knelling closer to a sandcastle: those boxes redeemed, this trillionaire person, at something outstanding: our old reflection, creeping with confliction, but resilience perfects what it withstands: thitherto, those cold feelings, while Luther writhes, our dungeons becoming human: that interior voice, our brains’ realities, while lost for damaged but returning with glee: our steel toe perceptions, our iron concepts, so inflexible and reduced to fatality actions: this man, Love, this shimmer, Love, our resistance coming into inversion, Love….  

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