Sunday, April 21, 2019

Easter & Children


…so innocent, so filthy, so intimate with rules: as silent, vocal creatures, hunting for surprises, structured by instruction: void of history, or thrust, thereinto, nibbling a chocolate bunny: such wild laughter, such curious eyes, while plotting by planning for more candy: we feel silence, needing a full future, so pushed, so crazed, longing into mystery: those terrible chills, seeming inconsequential, while minds probe darker corners: keeping them vocal, keeping them inquisitive, while introducing literature: such sunny dispositions, or quite quiet, where family probe and knit and unstitch solitude: those mischief hands, those mischievous eyes, looking a certain spirit: so wild at times, or so rude into affronts, while too precious for coldness: stealing noses, hiding toes, or fiddling with a snail: our shorter days, rereading homework, where many parents are quite equipped: indeed, such root, this threefold cord, our steady dreams….

This church day, our reverends, at subtle nudging: our parents watchful, this entity giving life, our minds so involved: those taught lessons, this holy empire, our displaced melancholy: as souls at fortune, to have this delicate, nosy, temperamental creature—those seconds to wonder, realizing responsibility, and brave enough to face those challenges: so behaved for barbeque; so ruthless for juice; so obedient to participate in a project: those instilled values, those Ten Commandments, where nights are filled with tender debates: those exercised brains, those adult answers, our mesmerized attention: so charged by life, reliving our years, while thrown into mathematics: this small scientist, this religious person, this evaluator: hereinto, this critical element, while a bit intrusive, our children are up for arguments: a parent’s daymare, needing to negotiate, while feeling urged to force those positionsJ: but innocence is endearing, this small, informative teacher, this mythical giant: floating into memories, forming moments, at popcorn and tea: indeed, such a bellicose, cooperative, and reread soul—such determination, such fire.

Our memoirs are flooded, our notebooks and pictures, our daily evaluations: correlating our experiences, reading into our child-life, while making observations connect: feeling our souls, awakening something silent, re-working our hunches: such keen insights, to realize sleepiness, or to sense a hungry, grumpy instigator: such happiness, such joy, such richness this life: as needing family, if but to exist, where other things do not compare: our values for existence, our daily cholesterol, at strict concerns about sodium: our bland meals, our special salad dressings: our minimized fast-foods: hereinto, that day to splurge, that little one dreaming, while learning constraints: to discipline through example, to feed this young apostle, while needlessly approaching difficult topics: those crystal limbs, those neighborhood parks, while adoring a flock of geese: at something deeper, at something moving, while we speak to ideals.

…wherever we roam, we journey with family, despite our differences: our children adore family, this singing in praise—they dance and laugh and joke and placate: they fawn over animals, they jump in ponds, at times, they place mud unto music: those house pancakes, that imaginary breakfast, or something earlier while eating anything: this mysterious, predicable person—longing for attention, spacial in designs, moving to something internal: this talkative clock, this whispering phone, this small ghost: our nightly wrestle, our morning baths, our hours at discussions: our deep resemblance, this mini us, our seconds and minutes leading into agreements: as larger than light, or light itself, and pleading for more information….       


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