Thursday, January 14, 2016

There’s pain in our genetics.

It’s generational, Love; this feeling of downward, to search out illumination. For some—it’s an innocent rain, free of guilt; while others are heavy, for gravel the scars, running from mirrors; but more to uncaused pain, to build an oasis, to structure viable forces. We feel a falling, to struggle intuition, strumming a heartstring. There’s a mind to nurture, the ecstasy of being, to shift depression; where a spell is shattered, to unveil self. It’s a spent condition, to feel it in passing, a dark design; or more a treasure, to see humanity, a mandolin to a soul; but more the struggle, a soul to print, peering at sunlight; where wounds are static, to inflict a heartbeat, to feature a mantra. This is rain, a touch of anxiety, to listen for nightingales. Many are wrapped deeply—this bed of lesions—this inmost dimension; to wrestle for breath, to swivet and stumble, to groom for families; where an inrush swells—to nourish a soul, a hidden panacea. It’s a twofold nature, to dream the voltage, to live and dance and sculpt a symbol; but more this touch, as heavy as plums, to flicker through a young soul; where the feeling is taboo, to chime and smile—before veiled eyes. Oh the youth of this rain, a temblor motif, to pressure self to splendor; where parents live it, to see it not, to lean upon bias moments. The ember sparks—with much appeal, a sensitive stream; where much invested, gives for insight, a lifetime of wrestling. There’s a den of roses, a set of rosaries, and a vase for aesthetics. There’s a crystal, a candle, and classical music. Moves come with effort—for sullen the moment—until the wheels turn; this is quite ubiquitous, to reach for scenery, to braid a thought; where rain trickles, into a streaming river, to polish an inward mirror; and this for days, to awaken in grays, to search for violet visions.     

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