Wednesday, January 27, 2016

I Can’t Find It

I can’t find it, that feeling, which speaks of legacies, castles and fevers; that miracle of words, chasing an inner being, dripping from lightning; that thunder, pushing through waves of activity, fond of psychic peaks. I can’t find it, to watch it manifest, to unlock dungeons, where sentences morph into legacies, and ideas charge the idle soul—with treason; that season for moments, drenched in swan eyes, where passions become bankrupt, and souls become this foreign mirror.

I can’t find it, that supernova, streaming through galaxies, flexing muscles, warring through intellectual pyramids; where levels speak of sorrow, and childhood traumas, to become an awkward adult; that realization, to see for unison, those tenets that are found obnoxious; that inner sanctum, charged through repetition, the resonance of words; where being soars, the caves of mind, falling through sounds—the Aum of an inward passion, flipping through flames.

I can’t find it, that rajah self, tiptoeing dimensions, flooding into realities; where mystics drift, into yogic lands, buried in channels, floating for scrapping clouds; that sense of completion, if only for moments, to find for that feeling, that striving and dying for legacies. I can’t find it, that deep rooted forgiveness, to know it’s there: cheering in communion, pulling at sky-souls, the majesty of mantras, Tao, and a series of sequences pushing towards that kingdom of whispers.     

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