Thursday, January 28, 2016

She’s a Marvelous Wonder

Such beautiful pain, articulated in gestures, as hewn as diamonds, a simile for prose. Oh the figs of her life—to hear her speak, a metaphor for writing; and that is, the two are one, flooded with therefores, a woman as a furnace. She nibbles the pears of verbs, a terror for understood, beating through his chest; and that is, the holiest pain, to die five wounds; in which are smiles, to touch for afterwards, to peel his grapes.

She handles with grace, a private addict, where none can tell—unless for keenness. She feigns as heartless, a tear for sensitive, to filter regrets; and that is, to hold him through barriers, the ebb of a webbish life; and that is, the past dreams, to fib through nibs, to finally confess—the stress of fears, kneeling in showers, to baptize pain. Oh her favorite soul, adrift another continent, as near as fevers: the ghosts of frights, the nights of passion, an effort to laugh.

We love her, streaming through lectures, writing a memoir; and that was—but barely enough—up and ‘til—the phantoms blew winds; and that is, her inner vase, a reservoir dripping, the heartache of progress. We see her, the neatness of years, a corporate star—the owner of ladders. He’s loving her, a partial stranger, to give for all; where egos mourn, yearning for treasures, to finally utter the chasm.       

I’ll dearly speak—the tears for flame, to watch in silence—to dig for deeper, a bit unqualified; for why for us, the life of pain, to chisel an image, as perfect as unreal—the sights for hiding, to scrape a bong, the gong of wealth, to feel for dizzy, as if not for guilty. We love the forest, to pray for solace, to shred a veil—the steepest deserts, channeled blankly, to love her more—to answer a secret, she’s surfacing anguish, an infinite search.  

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