Saturday, January 8, 2022

Indicting Winning

 

the souls are walking, bouncing ankles, at top speed, those chopsticks those metal voices, at a voicebox, at raw invisibility—dollars for thrills, a private room—with a total stranger … so wild, such a squad, each team feels the same; partner was speaking mess, another swerved, partner was shaking on concrete. I see it swooping, the bigger picture, those that have, those that give, those that need. I listen to lyrics, they give the spirit, some are quite vocal. it would take ink, if to unlock her, it would take grime, sewers, the nastiest shit against self. I’ve watched it. some are demented. with hell so close, how in bells I hit the radar? Baby sexy! a true vegan. I asked a question. I was told an answer. it’s crazy to read my reality. in truths, I made a mistake, most are having a good time. so existential, too deliberate, with a strange ability to stream on point. I take an idea, I stay with it, I unlock those kettles. I came in on last. some writing their souls into dementia. they have much to prove. I tried to hear her. the truth was this—he needs something, no one needs anything—some things sound like nonsense. much remorse, I popped a bottle, the character filled with traits—her love desired, her everything in billiards. fretting news, California blues, he was, he ain’t, he can’t be. lots of nonsense. the biggest fear is, dying without a story, told to humanity—without helping the kids, without sharing secrets. no more kids for me. no more impetuosity for us. the race interrogates: Why should I win?   

The Sentiment

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