the
project is closed, nights in sands, blankets
at
seas. in cities she never traveled
on
grasses he never mowed, so innocent
in
pains. a mind thrown, a fire between ears
touching
seems impersonal.
scents
into emotions, caricatures
at
carnivals, days are unkempt.
by
crimson woods, painted in tortures, aside
a
neat pile of aggression. silence in
songbirds,
up high a phoenix has a
complaint.
I
try to unwind, I blame perception
behaviors
seem contagious.
I
lost a fight, I was sunk in a sink
as
it overflowed. I gasped for breath. I
climbed
out. neighbors wondered how it happened.
it
seems to amaze us; one is left dying
the
way cosmos favors us dying. a
man
with issues, an interior gong
at
reach it gets louder.
we
unknit sorrow. we inspected
it.
70 percent was actuality
—also
response by conception. we might
say:
“You don’t need to like me – just respect
me”;
one might assert that disrespect is
meant
to convey – “You don’t fit in.”
terrible
assumptions, as in, like or
dislike,
existence is not dependent
upon
that. we take to great conceit, as
to
imagine, dislikes should
terminally
alter the disliked. most
soar
into shadows breaking light above a
cloud.
invisible permanence as
permanent
impermanence aside a
life,
most are immortal. I dare an
assertion,
in gazes meant to call you
an
old soul.
to
fathom, if it were easy, if all
components
were neat – how to escape
behavior?
rusty, durable inclinations
atop
deep dis-believable lusts, aside
a
centering type of greed. by design
it
was, by design it is, true
humanity
is impossible to reach.
a
certain need in souls, a certain
desperation
for control, plus, a need
for
visible invisibility.
so
much a paradox, love me like
I’m
dying, ignore what doesn’t make sense.
far
in the distance, we see creation,
with
barriers, gems sought for power. a
different
person. it made it worth it.
it
was lost to inevitability.
a
way we sit in deep comfort yearning
for
incredibility. a way we
won’t
let go filled with miracles as they
appear
to fantast eyes.
by
touch to give so much. by touch to take
so
much.
