Tuesday, December 7, 2021

Father’s Lineage

 

the roughness of the pain, the idle look, gazing at a Bugatti.

the vein skipped, the laws broken, at a County Central, abused inside.

sirens in ghettoes, blazing in communities, dreams made into something escapable.

by a civilization, to act uncivil, by aristocracy to legalize slavery.

many follies, scraped out, a miracle to be in chains. he died after twenty, a fledgling man, whole skull in parts.

the mirror feud, screaming like a maniac, mother asked, “What are you seeing?”

many won’t get in, no matter the begging, some born for condemnation.

it sounds familiar, right-on earth, forbidden to win; so begrudgingly, eating raw liver, vomit full of trash bags.

another tassel. does it matter? it must mean something. many spasms, many muscles. more success.

rolled a ten, big letters, young ghosts, a face filled with smoke.

so darkened, at courage, many waiting for the final gavel drop.

remembering an infant, cuddled in arms, dreams stop happening.

the soul catches visions, hears sounds, adapts to existence.

life rain motifs, curbside sales, another pair of digits.

Love like magic, so mystic, I never lived like that; feeling weak, stronger days, crystalized hours.

ink melting, body eager, if one opportunity—to laugh at a second, to come down tipsy, to grip, scream, flip into a dimension.

amazing how it happens. some recurrent theme, many parents trying harder.

ripples in waves, graves in skulls, cemeteries near highways.

brooding those weeks, listening to thoughts, it got silly.

The Sentiment

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