Thursday, September 2, 2021

Celebrating The Dead

 

clear the horizon, like a rainbow, I was filthy by the time of 15. I came to life, I claimed a jinni, I was country woods sniffing paint. just a joke, just jousting, just at Love like heal my aglet. so paranoid those years. I know the feeling. I wrestle a goddamn phantom. how to lose, a part of heaven, like clouds torn the flip apart? loud voice box, rage in Corona, like why you flip my life? duress. stress. a belly filled with almond lumps. skating to break free, leaping trains, like in Industry City. have mercy, Love, was it so deep, Love, could we die, Love? in truth, I ask one question, Can we love like fuck the world?

 

grapes and wines. penmanship to engrain insistence. flipped out, flippant mouth, fragile, with a temper. running through hallways, eating his own guts, frowned, foaming, begging forgiveness.

 

too many moves, I’ll tell the truth, some are ruthless, scandalous, seized by, “I adore you.”

 

mountains of tablets, ancient red ants, bodies like roped to trees.

 

clear the horizon, like a rainbow, I was cleansed, dipped, baptized, ruined. thousands through palms, palatial cries, at a memory in mid distraction. more courage than knowhow, more knowhow facing legalities, at tears, made muddy, a mouth kept steady. I was masked, like a ghost, kept a cavottas; I was face science, mangled, like disgusted; we hated anything, we pushed for division, it was like fuck a big word.

 

“What changed?”

 

damn a testimonial, it is what it is, and please adjust to it.   

The Sentiment

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