has it occurred
while in pain the legacy of needing affection? the caress of intimacy, wavering
dominance, shifted by passion. knowing the capacity of loss, afraid to lose,
trying like desperation. wanting wretched happiness, either too simplistic or
too dangerous. scared to walk the plank, scared to feel misused, dying to feel
misused.
rainbow
disorientation. a living room as witness. so cold, I desire more.
made to sit at
dynasties. privileged to have variety. one can’t fathom the moves. synced at
moments, distant at moments, just texting angrily. boldly disagreeable, others
give more, a person takes more. such invisibility, tangible emotion, as made
alert in feelings, (visceral responses). bodies speaking Grecian, hearts
speaking Africa, mannerisms speaking French.
most devastating
essence, aesthetic contour, warm, moist unforgiveness.
most rapturous rose, to
have died loving us, surefire rhapsody. angel souled, lascivious souls, grit to
actuality, ax to anxiety. losing, winning, ping-ponging, so acute with angst
under skin—a flow in lights, illumination sprinkling, while a person would ask
a question; so obvious, like begging for lies, only flustered one gave in lies.
tides ebbing. days rapid in winds. at nights, hard to locate.
regathering senses,
somewhat detached, such rhythm in fretting. as destined to exist, fevered to
unveil, if they would speak the language. weeks in passing, too many
determining bulbs, boxed in, feeling unrelated.
made like love, everyone
let go, sure into ecstasy.
