Wednesday, September 1, 2021

1400s-Inner Diaries

 

a shattered chain, a mirror of ash, over a glass of Moet. I tried to laugh. I tried acceptance. it amazes what we experience.

many cups near the rug, stains in ink, rites terrorizing citizens.

I didn’t call it love, porcelain pains, pleasures to observe pressures. part baptism, part thug, looking at the best in others.

chairs made plural, our fascination, buttocks ruling, breasts ruling—depends on each culture.

back to plans, to chance those emeralds, to die in an art, to call an indictment on indifference.

it aches so much, most have given up, the thrill becomes, feeling nothing but lust.

back to plans, I keep deviating, I need to tell us something.

I knead souls, as inside, I do a morning ritual. we’ve communicated, not as voice boxes, more as cadence, rhythmic, more hearts by a drumkit.

I must remove pieces. I keep beauty. it hurts to feel closeness.

"What?"

closeness is responsibility. closeness is forgiveness. closeness means, I love you.

an hourglass body, or petite pearls, must we purchase curtains?

sinks are unclean. tubs have residue. hair is a reason to ask questions.

a vase in a den next to a 13th century bottle of Scotch. a lady looks at pictures. she knows rumors. she never repeats them. her name is Judith. her inheritance is biblic. her nightmare becomes her mannerisms.

I had a discussion with the lady. her characteristics were unveiling another person. we slept with a tear in a mug.

check the mind-line, check the rags the garments, check the antique diary.     

Ceremonial

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