Thursday, April 15, 2021

Elephant on a Rampage

 

on purpose to prove passion or love by gentle softness. so abandoned to affection in such needs of compassion where anything is better than isolation. trying in cures as to demand sweetness where one knows affection purely in sex. we relieve life of its intrusion, we defeat it before it occurs, we replan before our lose comes. but tender into solace a grave uprooted a spirit enters hungry for intensity. as accustomed in you so much misery in you as to channel, envelope, such striking nearness in you. it was acrobatic at first. it became needs for an internal magnet. while closeness felt like great distance. so aesthetic torn captivation while we need to tend to other gardens. sure into adoring like essence in winter, by far too addicted to something irregular. as detached writing or shifting moods, from science to human condition. needing time to adjust a redirection in love, while many are just catching up. we missed the memo or an email is in spam, or you felt it was unimportant. such a sudden earthquake such deeper issues where it would come apparently.

            grandma is in her kitchen. she listens to jazz. and reminisces of old fevers. those years behind us the treasured sadness of invisibility. our polemic in our want to die but live forever. so close to perception so hopeful of scripture where we ask, “How did they know?” such revelation such intermission, strictly on faith, lonely faith, or harvested faith.

            but love is mailed to us or family is bereft of us or we know for we feel it in us.

            too much talk of essence or so demanded by essence or so amoral it’s hard to adore you. as strong folks survive, defined in excellence, while destruction is byproduct. certainty in illusion, a mind in particles, where behavior always watches for itself. to love as adoring or to hide as mandatory – it’s beautiful where we never commit!

            on purpose to prove passion or love by gentle softness.

            we comfort such feelings while involved in contradiction, where it’s justified. such heat animals by glory our situation where forgiving is never an option. by recreation as to compassion while details are in our closets. to have never another, as upon our schedule, by time in time to escape time. so unsuspected such dear rivers while it must be as designated.

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