on
purpose to prove passion or love by gentle softness. so abandoned to affection
in such needs of compassion where anything is better than isolation. trying in
cures as to demand sweetness where one knows affection purely in sex. we relieve
life of its intrusion, we defeat it before it occurs, we replan before our lose
comes. but tender into solace a grave uprooted a spirit enters hungry for
intensity. as accustomed in you so much misery in you as to channel, envelope,
such striking nearness in you. it was acrobatic at first. it became needs for
an internal magnet. while closeness felt like great distance. so aesthetic torn
captivation while we need to tend to other gardens. sure into adoring like
essence in winter, by far too addicted to something irregular. as detached
writing or shifting moods, from science to human condition. needing time to
adjust a redirection in love, while many are just catching up. we missed the memo
or an email is in spam, or you felt it was unimportant. such a sudden
earthquake such deeper issues where it would come apparently.
grandma is in her kitchen. she
listens to jazz. and reminisces of old fevers. those years behind us the treasured
sadness of invisibility. our polemic in our want to die but live forever. so
close to perception so hopeful of scripture where we ask, “How did they know?”
such revelation such intermission, strictly on faith, lonely faith, or harvested
faith.
but love is mailed to us or family
is bereft of us or we know for we feel it in us.
too much talk of essence or so
demanded by essence or so amoral it’s hard to adore you. as strong folks
survive, defined in excellence, while destruction is byproduct. certainty in
illusion, a mind in particles, where behavior always watches for itself. to
love as adoring or to hide as mandatory – it’s beautiful where we never commit!
on purpose to prove passion or love
by gentle softness.
we comfort such feelings while
involved in contradiction, where it’s justified. such heat animals by glory our
situation where forgiving is never an option. by recreation as to compassion
while details are in our closets. to have never another, as upon our schedule,
by time in time to escape time. so unsuspected such dear rivers while it must
be as designated.