Tuesday, August 6, 2019

Vulnerable Flux Fire


There it lives, personable frustration, too intimate to flee: polite insincerity, overt substance, fretting time: inconsolable warmth, degenerate comforts, while edginess is splintered: post-haste, gazing at allusions, rereading at a slower pace: filmed by consciousness, aloof to signals, or wrapped in situations: to wonder about fire, where one is enthralled, a bit angered about lightness: taken for granted, or perceiving nightfall, our sun raging existence: such beautiful decadence, such educated nymphs, our mothers so desperate to deflect: there it lives, those interior monsters, so calm, so collected, or such a sociopath: guts vacuuming, brains languishing, those coming years so vocal: at fillers at grace, at tears at face, where it seems appropriate: our open spaces, while dungeons are demarcated, while lines regulate societies: handicapped personalities, or crippled emotion, where one capitalizes: to damage beauty, intrigued by innocence, where cheetahs act out of character: at kangaroo eyes, so fierce with deliberateness, so close to resisting a fatal cry: at wishful thinking, if but to shift, if but those innocent days: but art is filthy, where art is tragic, while art delivers holiness: our esthetic screams, our acrylic nightmares, at wharfs staring into dolphins.

It changes evermore, while anything is plausible, so easy with destroying sanctity: so poised, such a beating arc, where integrity seems a second gesture: hating those grins, despising those charms, cringing at touch: relocated inside, looking to fix Pluto, if but something openly devastating: tragic converse, familiar discernibility, fleeing into a laughing cocoon.

There it lives, a silent mongoose, a lioness-cobra: year-in violence, so rapidly non-smart, while anything is about its gravity: our titles at ceilings, our tiles at guts, something incredible has become confetti: piecemealing our interpretation, sending mixed orbits, while something obvious is treated with great fury: so disgusting, so framed, where one is pleading commonsense: there it lives, split in sections, vying for a lost land: so high with nature, or low with undergrowth, seated beneath roots: soil means little, green pastures invite life, peaches seem reflective: at years those concerns, at honesty reviewing, where one will suggest compromise: there it lives, those silent happenings, where we ignore falling shards: such heavy volume, such vulturous onlookers, where one is seduced by something fleeting: a casual ear, a casual dream, too casual for intelligence: insistent this truth, as losing something distinguished, as it became disappearance!

It changes evermore, so colored in penance, while a tear dropped a shadow: those running toddlers, those loud parakeets, our humid, filthy dreams: those minutes passing, our age considerable, while one increases in silence: achy arts, private satire, or incredible, unpronounced sentiments: classic denial, internal apologetics, or irrational acceptance: so aloof to facts, guided by destruction, while assuming based in minimal strategy: to say anything, as it comes to mind, while angered one is not accepting those stories: our lights brilliantly, our cadence with thunder, at storm, frustration, with something irregular: those love taps, so determined to sustain existence, where they mean so little: to practically die, longing for roses, while indebted to weeds: our black nights, our black soot, so enchanted I’ll deceive life: myriad comforters, leasing inheritance, so converted to reselling miracle deception: our long memories, infused by but a scream, where evidence becomes so inconsequential: self-disrespect, self-sabotage, while feeling like air has courted our kingdom: such dull senses, such a dangerous horizon, where everyone is vulnerable.     

All are Braving the Future

    If I may tell it, sore disquieted, greeting memories. Such soul-iniquity, grinding through havens, begging those last three dimensions. ...