Sunday, August 18, 2019

Unexpected Soil


…while eyes water, such beautiful, terrific, welling tyranny: such tragic turquoise, so wonderful as humans, such bold, aggressive, and humble creatures: too responsible, too accountable, dying while sleeping: our aging ethics, our deep remorse, where most are writing so appealingly: those gray corners, those gray people, as we pledge to wash our outer cups: this gnat thing, this trifle reality, where one sentence distresses an entire poem: so much as love, so much as beauty, or no greater infraction: as older sophistication, running from older mirrors, while distressed by something making its presence: remarkable features, tragic reception, or reciprocal sentiments: this endless river, this submerged ocean, this song so perfect: while many chase, few are chosen, or our ponds are filled by too many tigers: stay awake, Love, sing like crazy, Love, while enduring non-conducive criticism: learn to float, while grounded to instincts, or rehearsing those tragic responses: to give a person fire, to design a contract, while confronted by something different: our writer realities, our censored souls, where too much calls for a discussion: our hard realities, pushed for striving, threshed for insisting upon consciousness: so fair our closets, so many stones, where this abstract person lives in glass….

We sense each other, as compelling energies, needing something confirmed: this track record, this horrific haunted house, while omitting something partisan: indeed, to analyze those people, or analyzed by those people, where a few have struggled and passed Existence: our distaste for perfect, while adoring perfection, so incumbent upon life to spread beauty: such travesty, such cocaine, such wretched miracles: at patience some orb, or needing homogony, or perfect a creature understanding Condition: those familiar eyes, so watchful with patience, so determined to construct, where I desire mere expertise: motives placed before you, dreams placed in models, as time struggles against immortality: to suggest honesty, to die in purple, or to distrust something from over there: so accused of tyranny, such a softer sentiment, so disgraced by behaviors: this glass-house, this hourglass, or glasses too muddy to sense clarity: our pillows winking, our floor-zones laughing, our ceilings speaking gibberish: too suggestable, or too resistant, while simplicity is masterful: our arcs raging, our dreams racing, our eyes regurgitating: this inner person, to have possessed so little, to have met our people: indeed, too presumptuous, too passionate, or, and afraid to admit it, a bit too pompous.

…unexpected eyes, suspicious insights, or tomorrow’s characters: running through perfections, as imperfect miracles, while breath seems determined: listening with skies, remembering sequences, a bit hurt by something evidential: our ruined perceptions, our rebuilt conceptions, or furious this scream to rebuild our sanities: at milestones and curious, at traumas and exploited, at friends and hesitant: those outstanding feelings, so trusting to receive, so pure with star-lights: as fretting an emotion, to sense something devastated, while becoming self-conscious: to censor our behaviors, to regroup our behaviors, while too afire to rebuke our interiors: driven to carry life, easily offended, while giving in return: those sightless islands, this treasured feeling, indeed, a bit angry with imbalance: as flying castles, redeemed with time, while we mustn’t trespass: an innocent child, an innocent spectrum, at something becoming our insistence: to live forever, or to die forever, immortalized in souls: too deep for some, too overt for others, or something needing explanation: as beating concrete, listening to resistance, while trudging through marsh: so accustomed to us, so disappointed with chimes, or pleasant a conversation that stranger: running through emotion, battling inverted reflection, while losing something peaceful….    

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