Tuesday, August 13, 2019

So Familiar it Hurts


…oh naked forest, oh naked dreams, filtered through winds: a marvelous countryside, a lemon with grapes, an apricot with cheese: so dreamy this way, at casual stars, laughing with a sunset: our sun so near, those agonies so afar, but racing into magic: those myriad lines, this skip into roses, at shrubberies and twigs: a birdhouse, a bit by concentration, an interior typist: so familiar we are, accustomed to wavering, while swaying with tensions: such academia, such loud energy, seizing something distressed: those redwood battles, this fairer sky-war, so arrested by something giving excitement: at remote entrances, into a calming milieu, while debuting lightly: our moral dilemmas, our ethical predicaments, our challenge in this space: so free to decide, so free to suffer, even while withdrawn from chaos: this friendly face, our foibles and failures, our facts splayed before its audience: those dreams at cadence, this familiarity disaster, while thoughts outreach actuality: profound dynasties, such crucial characters, where life is extraordinary: such waking lights, and joyous antitheses, or homegrown parentheses: as never a stronger person, our grassroots admiration, so close to sacrificing our screams: such frantic fire, so embedded in souls, where songs come to existence: to outlive feelings, this rarity in science, while it churns in both directions: our dear children, filling life with rhinestones, those amethyst limbs: our fuchsia upholstery, our new sedans, our souls spliced by concerns: our frightening environments, our aging hopes, our reborn devastations: to conjure emotion, to sing in familial, to ask and dream and foreshadow: our prophetess rings, those agonies, our approaching closets: as young with passion, affectionate with life, while legging for entrance: our time to waltz, as ever in a day, while feeding upon a particular perception: to be young this existence, to have for multiple realities, instead of sensing this growth in deterioration: to feel alive, to possess choices, while never a day those responsibilities: our running mothers, our hair dye fathers, or such sophisticated graying: so lost at seconds, so found in patience, so loved for adorable…!

…oh brilliant sky, oh death-zone sky, so precious, so pretty, so patient with persistence: our daughters your arts, our sons your bounty, those floating reeds: such dogwood, such fluorescent flowers, such force by design: our naked arcs, our naked worries, wearing distress like a garland: our heavy necks, our dim lights, or concerns where life is sexual: to have lost innocence, where such was beautiful, becoming something perceived: our found mystery, our daylight chemistries, removed from something giving frustration: so committed to love, so supported by love, at memoir, excitement, and more frustration: oh brilliant sky, so intimate with strangers, such a fornicator by reason: our animal lives, our thought-patterns, at such needs to explore: reaching with silence, accustomed by understanding, while so guilty, so furious, at something discrediting integrity: to need affection, this rare sunfall, this nightingale whisperer: those attractive features, those delicate charms, at something too incredible: oh brilliant sky…!

I get lost in that voice, so dedicated to creating intensity, so pushed by exploration: to hug oaken wood, to sit near cypress thoughts, to drift into traffic: at something dependable, both good for bad, while two are so close: as rarely spoken, this chasm in time, while so exhilarated: such sweet kindness, such radical silence, as birds flicker and barriers shatter: too restored, laughing at life, while so critical it edifies: those determined eyes, so hurt by rumors, while unsaid rumor-giver capitalized: this old cadence, to discredit one another, while looking for entrance: as never I could, at something displeasing, while afloat an internal Cross: those jasper notepads, those jasmine lungs, where hurt becomes those familiarities.

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