Wednesday, May 22, 2019

Science or Love, Pain or Thrice


…so extravagant those grays, our facial representatives, so alone or saturated by something gray: this churning element, those tales for souls, so sought by an interior lieutenant: wrestling maya, such profound illusion, seated three cedars into our forests: while rain trickles, or daughters converse, our crème and syrup: hitherto, this deep concentration, rereading old notes, so destined to overwhelm: our bluest sunshine, our tender inconvenience, so attracted to something running: our cordial eyes, our mean spurts, our deliberate divisions: so calculated, such a marigold, our apish descendents: those gorilla charms, those lemur antennas, so comfortable with indecision: at ruby/algae lakes, or lost in mental lagoons, while rereading certain sensations: our courage to lose, our loses winning, at casual exchanges: those nice outfits, such business attire, so gifted, so curt, so dismissive: perfected to protect, replaced and gathering, so spacial a particular concern: as but in reason, as torn by logic, so increased where others are waning: this field of pictures, this wealth of knowledge, at such medieval mystics: this cave in time, such soggy, sodden soil, so reversed, while pertinent information lingers in dimensions: our animal essence, those cryptic pheromones,

so ecstatic with passion, so charged with lies, as lost, concerned, and puffing nicotine: to die in us, to relive in us, so desperate for freedom, so alert in rhinestones, while incumbent this feeling pain possesses: to say so little, to remove such salience, at deep intuitive seconds: those fairer cries, those repentant woes, so wilted by existence, so enflamed with mystery: such awe with fevers, such darkness those gems, while purely at war concerning probabilities: those deductive proofs, this axiom madness, while one dismisses chemistry: this need for passion, this aggressive principle, so separated from experience: such alienation, so green and orange and purple and cyan: this aching reality, while underprepared, where some are so saturated with wisdom: those reading machines, those quickened wits, or this elegance in particular deaths….

…love becomes messages, our neurotransmitters, where children speak to such love: our children give seasons, as needed to persist, while we point at our love-vine: otherwise, prior to orgasm, or near after orgasm, becomes a scientific approach: but familiarity bleeds, coloring our sinuses, where a gentle hug becomes us: to share this brief exchange, to fight for authentication, while so tugged by insecurities: such wisdom woes, such increased silence, or pertinent knowledge-pains: our scholars surfing, our alley-men screeching, our oarsmen slighted by contention: such black/white resistance, such forces at war, while something disdained becomes our future: at potent feelings, a daisy midair, so portrait ready for catastrophes—this deep expansion, this Martial Art, so realized as if Love has redeemed us: as knowing for ousia, this cataphatic address, where an Adored One is so prepared for battle: such recruitment, as needing this machine, such as losing our psychiatry: this new, relentless shadow, this person’s hunches, this rewound clock: to maintain distance, for nothing is quite reality, while over three decades speaks to something called by love: this misnomer, this chemical effect, while neurotransmitters speak incandescence: as captured in seconds, to feel something falling, where a stranger looks over and smiles: such needs to have her, such requests to unleash us, while One is vying for his linchpin: so unlatched and gunning, so released and captured, or so at tears staring into Divinity: our Bhakti increments, our rajah frustrations, so attuned to denoting love….

Worn Senses

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