Thursday, January 11, 2024

Mansion Fuse

 

The style and airs of one soul; by deep dark dread, by caricature, by design. 

The pressure animates life, by sheer focus.

It amazes when they visit: Who am I? 

Winds speak winter is close. A flower reminds of a scent, in turn, a Love.

A soul took on a mutable project. Another is writing film. Yet another is delving deeper into motherhood. 

If to do self a favor, I’d slow down.

By captive roots, a life at chase, trying to efface those roots. 

So much harder to catch. 

We know its truth. We speak to it. A soul gets upset. Reality doesn’t mean it’s up for discussion. I laugh in private, not so much though. 

In hearing who I am, I seldom see correlation. Instead, we see mirrors. To activate a thought, we first look at self, this is a backboard. The worse of our thoughts are reflexive. 

In running to a fantasy, to envision a lie, with hope ever by its fringe. 

In desire—it might invert itself. 

Souls are placed on pedestals. This is legit. But why? 

If to find a better part of life, self, a higher activity, then it aches. 

Mindsets seem to change with intention there. 

In adoring some creature, as perfect, what happens? 

We enter debating over deal breakers.

Something must go deeper. 

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