Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Cathedral Hall

 

 

By measures, by retrospective, seasons are tired.

We were never what kindles ember; we died in silence.

Adults & pretend.

Such ruthless notes, such private intensions. 

Facing an existential conundrum; favoring unrest. 

To have distressed one unbeknownst to serenity. 

If leaning into a shadow; if serenading a cloud; let stillness speak. 

By terrific measures, if taming the beast, fevered to fix life.

Those days looking, so nonchalantly, treasured by the unsuspecting. 

Has ever a moment seemed serious?

Those mountains. Deep dark disturbance. 

Deeper darker clarity. 

And one would till gardens; and one would fight for sanity; faced by darker anxiety.

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