Monday, August 14, 2023

Unappreciated

 

I think it’s taken for granted.

I think one has her life.

The sickness of the flight, and parents have to leave.

I was distraught, filled with pressure, I stopped at one’s perch, I was asked to leave.

Not much for mercy, searching out mercy. 

I vanished. I ran faster. I leaped. 

Many would doubt. Many would reject animus. 

I wanted her, like going blind, a problem for life.

Maybe off a leash, begging like feeble, denied like incredible. 

I hear one in silence, those ripples flood a pond, those geese just watch. 

So amazed at Love, reading herself, ignoring her essence.

I tried to laugh, amidst a nightmare, and mother died.

I’m filled with eczema—nerves bleeding, to guess at 

a smile.

It was hellish. No need to feel badness. One never knew. 

To gather berries. To enter a winepress. To dispute those few wires.

Honestly, I imagined eternity, so astute to it, feigning distraction, the wealth is the bloodshed. 

I give one to herself. I hope it’s ecstatic.

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