Friday, August 18, 2023

Best Of What’s Been Enjoyed

 

It’s never enough. To feel implacable. 

It’s complaisant at its gallica.

Trying an edge; leaning into hedges. To battle instincts, share woes, pining

aside distance. 

Evermore by love; shunning

nightmares—crocheting parts,

aloft a spell, it’s not rosy, it drills by

ingress. 

Sanctified spirits; 

the music is suffering. It’s a tired

road.

Sweat & rashes; nerves & guts; ironic laughs.

If it would never its weather, why call

for a storm? 

Selfish surrendering, slanted horizons,

calligraphy on the first page.

All day. Pure redundancy. To have a 

feeling at expectancy, those sylvans 

are irrelevant. 

Knowing wellness, it looks different

than this; 

knowing barriers, they look 

similar to this; 

raw flesh, skin beneath nails, 

souls at doorjambs, 

streetcars, absence, another dam. 

It’s never enough. At best, spirits

are appeased. 

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