Wednesday, April 5, 2023

We Haven’t Decoded What We Love

 

Was it only skies, a tethered charm, a heart in shackles? Is uttering love enough? I was smitten like Shakespeare, reckless like Camus, sentimental like Kierkegaard. The deep bassline, the rising arts, renaissance and pains—the face knows it hurts. Raindrops into hells, dungeons made artificial, beauty defusing its effects—like a dream we had—so simultaneous, in dear sweat, to awaken to mystery: another knows the science to what we experience. Grappling. Groping walls. Looking at Isaiah. Is uttering love enough? We heard tales—about miracles, we would wonder, if then, then now; we learned apologetics, we clipped petals, pruned excuses, wandered around words made solid in love. An arrow—as read—it denotes perception; bestial rites, attitudes in flame, relapsing was part of the feeling, right into arms, rolling in mud, no one quite fathoms defeat.         

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...