Sunday, April 30, 2023

Autographical

 

I’ll never see again those valleys those aches running into blurriness.

 

The mirage was appealing. Inner

chambers, mental caves, alive in an

instance of suffering. Closer to Christ.

The story told an old narrative.

Washing my fleece, scribbling my guts,

traveling layers. So astute to one

fact, most will sacrifice for what they

adore. The noble pains, aloof to

reasons, just decided inside. I see

ascetic rain. I hear contrite cries. A

beleaguered soul, most gracious in arts,

moving towards distance.

 

Life is a sketchbook, filled with

consciousness, one marvels, something is

different, some praise, others chide, chastise,

so skilled the man after his demise.

 

Into a trance-zone—a summary of

wailings, a mystery he mustered a

smile—peculiar spirits, giggling with

eyes watery, guts hurting, trying to

antagonize freedom. And the lissome

gallica, such lassitude, sparked

by a simple sunrise.  

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